The Bodybuilder
Strap in for a long one. So even from the first messages I didn’t understand why he was interested. The bodybuilder was tall, bearded and bloody gorgeous. He was playing away from what I would find out was a 5ft, size 6 and beautiful girlfriend, which started the most extreme insecurity within me. Our social was planned at a McDonald’s at a service station, but when we arrived it was closed. It was a short drive to Five Guys, him following in his work van. We sat next to each other and not across from one another. We were able to touch, but it wasn’t electric. I felt awkward and unsure. This man had me confused from the get-go. He had shared some of his interests and kinks, of which he has a few. One was tights. I hadn’t dressed for him, but I was wearing tights and boots and I attempted to tease him. I honestly couldn’t work out if he had any interest or not, but he was a pleasure to talk to and clearly gorgeous, so we thought we’d arrange a meet. Easier said than done, as his girlf...